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Updated: Sep 10, 2020

If only the thoughts in my head, the feelings in my heart, and all that is in the far reaches of my soul could be spoken into words or written with a pen, maybe the world would understand humanity just a little bit more. Humans are mysteries which affect us in both good and bad ways, and we can't always choose who does which. Knowledge is a gift that should never be taken for granted, and love is the most incredible feeling one could ever know. Kindness is love with its work boots on, and good deeds should not need to be noticed to prove their worth.


I have fought for my feelings, for my memories, for my life.


Every breath I take is a miracle, and I value even feelings of pain as though they are on a pedestal. No emotion could ever be fully negative, because I can now feel it in my soul where once I was numb.


Sometimes I feel as though I am choking on my tears, as though my breath is caught in my chest and I desperately ache for someone or something to draw it out of me....then I simply take a look at the glorious world around me and I feel relieved. I can breathe. I can see. I can feel. I do not regret the things of my past, for they have made me who I am today. I am inspired and wonderfully at peace with the place my paths have led me. I am, and always will be, in love with love; a hopeless romantic in every sense of the term. I value every breath I am allowed and am grateful every day for the ability to see such beauty in the world around me and those I come in contact with., even if only for a vanishing moment. I am proud of who I am and who I will become. I have been a rock for some, a shoulder to many, and I shall remain so for as long as I am able.


I may not change the world, but if I change just one life for the better...I will have given complete worth to my existence.

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