2 years ago today I decided to make a change in my life. I decided to get out of a habit that was changing my core, causing me to ruin and lose relationships, and ruin my own life. In the last 2 years, I've been on a roller coaster. I've made and lost friends, I've suffered and succeeded, I've started and quit jobs, and I've discovered more about myself along the way. It seems like yesterday that I was rediscovering feelings and emotions, but I know that I am so much stronger now than I was at that point. I am so grateful for the opportunity to start over, and so grateful for the people in my life that have helped me get to this point and stay here. There are so many things I wouldn't have if I had never gotten clean, and so many wonderful moments I wouldn't have experienced. And it just keeps getting better.